I feel that it is time to let go. Holding on to the dream is just not practical. Maybe the truth hurts but the differences existing is simply too great. Many time I have tried, and I failed, cos I believe that day. Clinging on has made me very tired. Void of feeling - the best way to deal with all matters. Pinch of salt or avoidance is the way to neutralise the feeling.
It has been almost two years since I get to know you. 最初的感觉无法形容，因为就是这样简单. 祝福祝福唯一祝福是我能说的-因为我累了. 大多数人会不晓得我指的是谁- 我看你也不知. 没关系，我决定把此blog献给你，所一味着当时你给的推动力. 当时我有个念头，要放弃了而把他关掉。只因，希望你能路过而观赏。笔者认为可能到此结束是对的，莫莫因数让我做了这决定. 谢谢你陪伴我这漫长的3年...
Samuel Seah
23/3/2010
11.51pm
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