YEs the day I would expect everyone to be happy has finally arrived since last friday. This time round all the papers will quite challenging and I doubt no one will disagree. I guess I should not ponder too much over them since it is already over. Not quite my style right. Another exam syndrome I developed is the excessive stressful thinking. I could not sleep until 2am for the company law paper. Yucks... I think I have develop a fear of exam. In the past, I would look forward to these exams as the holidays would be round the corner. This time round, I wasn't so enthused by these prospects. Nevertheless, I feel a sting of satisfaction that I have completed this diploma. 3 years are quite long and it definitely challenge me both mentally and physically. The more important part would be the mental aspect. I have fine tuned into a new sort of mentality over the years but these can be still improved. Enough of test and exams.
What does the future lies for guys like us? I think is the inevitable National Service. Not that I am dreading the day to come, as nature will take their course. I need a long break (from studying and taking exam) thus explaining why I did not take the AFP certificate. The years have taken a toll on me and I have to reflect on my performance. The satisfaction has been dried up and it needs more time to find the touch. After a week of playing games, I am also quite bored. The repetitive nature has been registered in my brain cell causing me to feel sianess. Haha if there is such a word.
Ok I guess I should have some targets for these breaks.
1. Improve my command of language (A very important task given the chance to go uni or evern work in the future) That means lost of my casual singlish identity.
2. Meet up more friends which I haven't seen for a couple of months/years (Though I dun have much friends :D )
3. Plan my next path in life. A financial planner, sort of.
4. Finish my manga and anime before I book in to NS. (I want to preserve my identity and not be negatively influenced by others)
5. And enjoy my present life by adapting.
Well, thats' all. There aren't much to blog anyway.
