I have decided to reopen this blog for my own sake. I realised that too many things are kept inside me driving me quite worn out. Let bygones be bygones. Ever since I joined IRAS, I have been more open-minded and develop a different mentality towards people. The reason mainly because of the other type of people I see and work with daily. In school, my goal was purely to study hard and get to a uni. Nothing else, simple as that. Maybe I was exhausted when I completed the 3 years of poly life thus leading me to a mild depression when I graduated in feb. This bad feeling has suppressed onto me for a while and it took me some time to think it over. The reason is I have unknowingly become pessimistic...
Being in the capricorn sign, I seek almost perfection in whatever I do. (provided I feel the need to do so) Expectations are high on myself and others. This may have led me to ignore some friends and offend them. For now, I will slowly find a Real Me. My own personality.
Tmr is gonna be a bright day. Half day work and half day at sch. This Monday I went back to sch and soak into the atmosphere. It was definitely great. Though my batch of senior were not that, I still felt at home. 3-4 years I have been in TP and this feel can't be simply describe in words. One last lesson with Mrs Cheong in TP Biz Sch. Plus collect my participation cert and graduation gown. Whoo... Looking forward :D
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